Day 297- The day i meet my parents~(6/7/11)

=) 18 days to update... phew.. i'll try my best to put my memories together.. =p
woke up really quietly.. didn't wanna wake my friends up, but they did wake up and they followed me to the airport.. we missed a train, so we were quite late.. we should be in the airport 2 hours before, because we were late we left 1 hour plus.. went there wanted to check in, but they wouldn't let me check-in .. the problem was.. my visa to russia was only 5 days, the return ticket that they sent to my dad to email to me was 3rd aug, they said that even if they let me in when i reach russia they will sent me back to uk because of my return ticket... =( thank God my friends were there and i didn't panic.. i called back to penang ace tour company, thank God they weren't close yet, and they help me fax it to manchester airport. Went into the boarding gate.. was suprise there weren't anybody... =) the air hostess was waiting for me.. and i think the whole plane was also... =p

my gate from london to moscow

i thought they won't give any food on the plane so i bought this.. =)

after eating my sushi on board they started serving meal.. swt right??? =p but it tasted not bad.. =)

when i reach there was someone to pick me up from the airport with my name on an A4 paper... first time.. =) but i like .. haha.. =)

when i reach the hotel, my parents prepared this for me.. from their meal... i thought i miss the first day of tour but in reality i didn't =)

Aaaaa.. =) my parents.. =) yay~~~~~~~~~ at last.. after 9 months.. =)

Day 291- Cadbury city (30/6/11)

Woke up around 8 something in the morning, wash up and went to cadbury world, i thought that it was no match to what i saw in charlie and the choclate factory.. what i was about to see was so much more amazing

this was what welcome us from the station, well the whole city was owed by cadbury, when i was told that i didn' tpay much attention to it but after finishing the exhibition it was really a 180 deg change. A man who sold tea and coffee found that cocoa was something new that he could try to sell, in the olden times, as cocoa was bitter , it was added with spices and chilli, but this man found a new recipe, he added sugar to and cocoa butter to it to make it sweet, then later on the added milk to the recipe. The city was built because he wanted to treat his workers like his family members, he built cathedrals, hospitals, fields, and all in it called as bournville, it really taught me alot about not being selfish, he not only gave generously to his workers, he is willing to open up his factory for people to visit and see the making process and teach children about the history of him.
I was using google company as an aim for 2nd chance but now, i think i got to change, and get the idea from cadbury.. it's really very cool and i really like it.. the passion.. wow... ~ i really got to have that..
after that went to bermingham for some lunch and a little shopping, when we went for lunch in a chinese restaurant i saw another amazing thing, one of the workers dirty the place, another just took a broom and clean it up silently without making any hassel.. it was an action that was so so meek. wow~ i really have to learn that up.. it was really really teaching me humbleness..
well i didn't shop much during the trip.. well i meant on clothes.. i saw lts of nice dresses which are cheap, but the boys are with me so i couldn't go in and see them.. paiseh ma..
but it was a really good trip, leng and francis have been to london, but because i wanted to go, they accompanied me.. = )
left birmingham and headed straight for Manchester, the train stop at stafford where leng got down. Reached manchester around 6.15pm then walk home, put down my stuff, comb my hair properly and then headed to church for cell group.. =)

Shyen wei bought a fairwell cake for me, matthew and wen, all from malaysia and going back to malaysia soon...=) it was nice.. we actually have plans to go and watch transfomer after the service but sadly there wasn't anymore shows available.. =(
came home talk to dad and mom and found out that grandpa was in the hospital.. got a little worried... but as mom said everything happens for good for those who love Him.. was talking ha;f way when my friends told me that we can see our results posted online.. clicked in .. i got second upper for a degree.. well was sad for a little while, but then thank God that i pass and it wasn't that bad.. = ) God is good, and He is always faithful and true.. He is the alpha and omega, first and the last.. =) God is awesome.. yeah~

Day 289- Bath (28/6/11)

Took a mornign train from the place we stayed to paddington station..

that's where paddington bear starts

this is the real paddington bear, someone was sitting on the other side of it so couldn't take a nice picture of it.. =(
Anyway.. our train got delayed because some smart person trespass the railway track..
After reaching, we were walking towards the bath museum when soemthing caught my eye.. a free admission wildlife exhibition, well it's was talking about animals in madagascar, the oldest island.. there i saw bones of elephant bird, they are really big, but sadly i didn't have a picture of it..

next was this.. it a little bigger than a hamster, has a back like a hedgehog, and a long nose, people who took documentries know nothing about it, but some of them asked the natives and this is what they found, apparently this was a delicacy to the native.. such a cute animal being taken as food.. hmm.. what's more special is it uses ultrasonic waves to communicate with each other.. =) how cool is that? ^^

then we went to the museum.. see this stone.. it's a distorted wildbore..XD
bath is a city famous for it's hotspring baths, when the romans took over, as usual it became famous.. =) they gave us a cup of hot spring water to try.. it smelled like the water after boiling an egg, and it tasted like rusted metal water, i only dip a small part of my tongue into the water and it felt that i had to chop that bit of because it was destroying it.. xp , a customer of the restorant saw me stick out my tongue and lauged so so loud.. * paiseh man* but i couldn't put my tonguw back into my mouth because it felt like that eould contaminate my whole mouth.. rushed to the toilet immiediately to wash it out.. haha..

this was on the postcards so.. we found the place and started taking pictures of it from 360 deg angle.. haha.. we just went around it to take picture of it.. dad and mom saw it live because i skype them.. =)
not long after that i was walking and then i heard a sound, felt something on my head which is wet.. =) it was bird waste.. i stood still and call for help, leng saw it and ran to francis to get tissue and helped me wipe it off, it was quite near the hotel that we were staying, so we went back and i had some washing up to do.. =p

this was what they call as the circle it's a big sort of round about, which have houses all along the side of it..

this is the royal cresent, it's in a circle shape built in 17th century i guess, the design was still adopted in the 18th and 19th century...=)
after 2 days staying in the low cost hotel which has no fan in it.. the hotel is such a nice place, with soft bed and cool rooms.. haha.. watched some movies on tv and then bed time..

Day 269- Packing Day~(8/6/11)

Woke up at around 12pm, it was raining heavily, waited a little while and then did my laundry...
went to get my mail and thank God i got my passport back!
nothing much done.. try packing my books, things i want and things that i don't ...

here's my dinner.. =) a little weird but it's a meal.. =) i'm thankful for it .. =)
I just came back from my trip and you all going for camp.. =(
Finish putting everything i had in mind for days in my blog.. phew.. ok now back to normal.. one day one blog.. =) ok .. tired d.. chaoz

Day 245- What a wonderful day~ (15/5/11)

Woke wanted to study but remember the verse 'seek ye first the kingdom of God and all this things shall be added unto you' so .. =) i skip the morning study.. haha..

Went to church, thought that this isn't a scene always scene so decided to take a pic of it.. it's Shyen Wei on the keyboard, Pr Peter on the guitar and Fiona as the worship leader, ou did i tell you about friday night joke.. I forgot how we got into the topic of ICQ ( long ago messaging system, way before msn),
me and maggie: yeah it was there in our primary days
Pr Peter: (alarm!) Primary? wait it was there when i was in the first year of uni...
Shyen Wei: Yeah i remeber i was in high school then...
Pr Peter:(asap) How can it be.. if i was in uni then you're only one year younger than me.. so it couldn't be...(haha he really cares that he is so much older than us... =p) .. must be honest...
the conclusion was Pr Peter is 12 years older than me and i don't thinkn he likes this fact...=p

okay.. this looks abit weird but it's healty.. it's egg, onions and carrots... dont' have potatos.. =(
anyway it made a good sandwich.. =)
After food, i got to talk to my parents for a while and it was really nice.. =) i got blessing .. haha.. =)
and the best part.. 45 minutes of sleep ... my goodness in times llike this.. it's really a luxury.. =)

This is my friend who came over and study with us.. his name is callum.. he's blowing a ballon just using soap and his bear hands.. he could split them and join them any time he wants.. =) very entertaining.. =}
I couldn't finish studying all and i don't know if i'll be able to finish my exam on time as the time has been cut from 2 hours to 1.30 hrs.. so i guess i'll focus more on the 2 questions and get it done rightly.. i revised it just now and i managed to finish the last one without help and without errors.. =) praise the Lord. =) Just pray that i'll not panic tomorrow.. =)

Just came back from revision and saw this on facebook.. i relly like it.. slow motion stuff.. really cool, you all should watch it.. =)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=145621402175723

In all thank you for your prayers and i love all of you.. =) i really can't wait to be with you all once again.. =) AAAAA.. thinking of your company + all the nice food +nice place= me drooling.. =)
Okay i really got to go now, it's 3 am and i have an exam at 9.30 am.. =) remember me in your prayers.. =) chaoz

Day 238- Yo~ It's mama's day! Yay~ (8/5/11)

Yo Mum~ Happy Mother's Day~ haha...=p
Sorry i can't be there to celebrate this day with you.. but i really hope you had a happy one.. one full of love.. =) Mom, I love you very very much, MUACKS!!!! =) A virtual kiss from me.. Will give you the real one when i see you.. haha..

Was in church today and pastor talk about integrity.... how we should be responsible for our words.. and action.. =) it was a good one.. =)

They had some charity thing going on and they sold this.. i bought a few.. this is the red bean one

and this is the peanut one.. it's something like mochi.. but a bigger version.. taste nice~ they call it something like 'ma lai kou' or something.. i'm not sure.. =9
Had chicken korma curry for lunch.. adding all this up.. i had a gastric attack again.. but thank God it wasn't that serious.. i'm fine now.. so don't have to worrry about me.. =)


Manchester United first place again. haha.. it's like so fun la.. somewhere that i live in is winning.. haha.. nice kan..

look at this.. it's around 9pm and the sun was just about to set.. =) this is what we call summer~ haha.. really weird.. either you get long nights or you get long days.. it rain today.. for a while but it's' nice, because i think it shoo off the pigeon that was on my roof making its sound all day~
This morning i saw something weird in the sky.. it doesn't look like a plane because it wasn't cutting through any clouds and usually the planes don't fly that direction .. it was something white that looks like it's slowly landing stuff... pure weird. i tried to take picture but couldn't for 2 reason.. 1. my outer window is super dirty and no one has come to clean it.. 2. my camera's aren't that canggih.. =(
Anyways.. I just got back from my friends place not long ago.. was doing out Advance Cad Cam studies.. well i would say it was quite a fruitful one.. =) ... gonna do it tomorrow again..
What a pleasent day it is.. i thank God for everything... =)
Love you guys lots..am so looking forward to see you all. hahahhahahahahaa.. yay~

Day 234- Design Exam (4/5/11)

Woke up at 6 something then 7 something.. sunlight was shining into my room.. =) plus the noise from the construction site woke me up.. i was afraid that i couldn't wake up so i ask the boys to wake me up and make sure i'm in the exam hall on time... i woke up early and the boys really did as promise.. both phone me before leaving.. =) so nice right.. haha.. woke up and did my last revision before leaving.. =) I was anxious.. i prayed.. i like to receive blessing before exams so i call mom... =) Sweet comforting voice... haha.. she prayed and i was kinda relieve and happy..
can you guess where was the exam vanue?
no you can't because even i never think of it..
it was in the walkway/pathway between the main block and the tower block... the place where i use to work as a student ambassador giving out prospectus.. *pengsan* our tables were really close to each other but i didn't peep.. *good leh?*
I really thank God... the questions that came out were as spotted.. and i was really worried about what electrical appliances would come out.. cause last time when my lecturer taught us it was something about the gas tank and all which i had totally no idea what is it, then last year was hedge trimmer and toaster that can cook muffin i guess... we are suppose to redesign those stuff and sometimes write hazards about the stuff.. I really thank God, when i read the paper i was relieved, it was juicer and washing machine.. haha.. i think i did alright.. but even if i didn't, the questions are enough for me to give praise to God... =)
Trying to study for my management paper.. another paper that needs God's miraculous hands.. =) i'll try my best and the rest.. haha.. I got a great big Father..(^^)v
I really miss home... these days i dream about penang food as in really dream of me buying food.. i don't remember if i have the opportunity to put it in my mouth but all i know is when i wake up.. i find myself in a room with 4 walls and no penang food.. sedih kan?
Still no news on jobs.. =( .. anyway.. God has His ways in everything..=)
Missing all of you... ok it's late now.. i got to go.. chaoz

Day 222- Good Friday with Good and Bad News(22/4/11)

It's good friday~I didn't on my computer till around evening time... I was studying about Toyota just now, I've left my phone skype on but i didn't pay much attention to it that is why i miss your calls. The good news is i was a steward in church just now for the AYPF fellowship, that's MAC's youth fellowship groups name.. made new friends and i was leading a group, did i do well? not sure i hope i did~ with the help of God. Here comes the bad news, during announcement it was announce that Pr. Peter's dad pass away on Wednesday night... when the news was announce i didn't know what to do, he was standing near me, but i didn't dare to even look at him.. i really didn't know how to react.. anyway.. i was leading a group to tell about Jesus predicting peter's denial, well that's what i read so it's good.. how many times did the rooster crow actually, they said twice.. but i wasn't sure so i just went along with it..

after church we went for supper, well, those that were in MAC longer than me were telling us(only 5 of us in the table) that MAC youth fellowship didn't change and that pr peter wasn't open to new ideas.. well i didn't really like that so i told that that wasn't a fact because through this planning we all agreed on what to do and it was done as we planned, well i don't know about last time, but i told them that everyone is learning and that we have to give people time.. hmm.. it was a good night.. i don't think i really lead well, but.. i hope i did right.
In times of events i really miss making props and rehearsing for drama, dance, media.. more reasons for me to go back penang aik?
tomorrow there will be an Easter retreat that starts at 11am, it's a program that starts from 11 to 4 in the afternoon, got to fast during the sessions, hmm hope i can wake up early to have my breakfast first.. =p
Love and miss you all lots.. ou ya.. as we discuss about denial of Peter, we also discuss about persecution, so.. if one day you are caught and the bandits want me to either give up you or Jesus... i'm sorry.. i'll choose Jesus, not that i don't love you all, it's just that i know we'll meet in heaven the next moment, so we make the transit together kay? =p
Love you guys lots .. muacks.. =)

Day 221- Bible Day~ (21/4/11)

Was reading my bible today, preparing for tomorrow nights stuff... read matt and mark learn that jesus eat the passover meal a day before the passover so that on passover day itself, He died when the lamb was normally killed, another thing i found was that when Jesus was arrested, there was a man that ran naked.. hahaha...=p.. one thing i read in the comment book it says that Jesus has only the expression of love for the traitor ... this really hit me.. it's like someone betrayed you and your love just covers it all.. wow... fantastic... i can't do that.. now.. well if i was killed by someone.. i do hope you all forgive the killer and try to love him.. but if it is me who needs to do that.. hmm.. got to think about that... =p
Best part.. my house mate ask me.. can you tell me about Easter story.. wah.. morning read at night tell.. fuyoh..shiok man.. hope i didn't say the wrong thing.. =p.. anyways i lend her my bible d.. =)

this is what i saw on the internet.. it is said that this is to lower the speed of cars.. but to me .. this is the cause of accidents man..
dad i still don't understand your email .. sorry...
love and miss you all lots.. got to go.. chaoz

Day 217-Love (17/4/11)

Daddy and mommy I love you!
Thank you for helping God to bring me here on earth~ Thank you for all the encouragements you all give when i'm sad and discourage. Thank you for loving me so much, thank for for disciplining me. When people praise us (ko, jie & me) it really shows how well you all have taught us. Though during those discipline times it wasn't at all fun but now we know what's it for and it really shows that the results are good.. =) Thank you for the love you all give. I'm really blessed to have you all as parents.

Dad, mom, i think i've been really selfish... reflecting on my days here in Manchester is like i've not done much... I really love dancing and serving in TOP but here it's really like not much achieve.. Pr peter has given me a chance.. he ask me to help plan something that would make people remember the Easter event.. well that's a new start aren't it.. I actually thought the service that i do in church was tiring.. but i really forgot the part that it makes me really happy and have a sense of achievement.. Over here.. with the lost of the title leadership i've been living a rubbish life.. previously in TOP is like you like it or not you are a leader so there are things that you should say and do and things that are just not right to do or say, but here... who cares.. some times i get really curious when people preach and say that we shouldn't live by the law but by grace.. does that mean there shouldn't be the dos and don't s? but anyway... i know there's people around me who is watching but most of the time i'm alone, even if i want to try showing a good deed or do something nice.. there's no one.. by the time i see humans.. i get to excited and just keep talking.. i forgot i need to be quiet at times and just listen.. ( memang lack of attention) haihz..
watching lots of show to fill up the watsoever .... sometimes skipping devotion.. yet.. my heavenly father never forgets me.. He still grants me my hearts desires, and tells me He forgives. I really couldn't understand how wide or how deep is the love He has for me.. dying for someone who most of the time taking Him for granted, using Him like a genie in a bottle, yet He never fails, He never fail to love me.. dad, mom, thank you for introducing me to Him since i was young. He cared for me and discipline me. If a storm comes right now, will i stand my ground, do i know him enough to stand firm? At times when the song sings, Lord i love you or Jesus i love you, sometimes i'll keep quiet not because i don't love him but because i know i can't do it, i don't wanna lie..
It's close to Easter, Pr Peter keep preaching that God has risen.. we need not live a live of defeat.... knowing is a thing but acting on it is another.. i'll try... really need some spiritual food to pump me up.. can't keep living like that.. cause it's going to kill me..
Dad and mom, thank you for everything.... I love you all and miss you all lots... i really want to be beside you all.. dad, i miss watching movies together... mom, i just miss disturbing you just to see the smile on your face.. =p.. when i get back well go out together kay.. use the time we have to the max ( within the time limit of kong kong's food time)=) kay?
had dimsum for luch just now and spent around 15 bucks for groceries, tomorrow afternoon have to meet up with the MAC team to discuss about Good Friday service =)
I love you all lots.. chaoz

Day 214- GOAL!(14/4/11)

The thoughts are still very young, but it's interesting, it's about giving others a 2nd chance, people who the society dismiss, people who the society doesn't want but is still able to work and do something, this are the people it is aim for, it needs lots of man powers but it's really cool. I shared my dreams with jie.. and was really surprise that underground academy was about the same theme.. wow.. i didn't know dreams can be that similar... after jie heard it she was like telling me all the impossible stuff and then told me that underground academy was just about the same stuff... honestly.. i guess i didn't really pay attention on what underground academy was till now ... it's so cool to share a same dream... but mine's not as big as hers.. her's is a stadium.. mine is just a company.. =p loving it.. i think it runs in the family.. or it's just how we were brought up? we learn to care for those not being cared for.. hmmm.. still lots of thinking need to be done...

bought tickets for 911 concert... gosh.. jie's favourite band.. when she was young.. haha.. memories.. weehehe.. going to concert this saturday, cool.. so i guess i really need to get onto my books or not all my days get wasted.. =p
so chaoz

Day 201- Happy April fool ~ (1/4/11)

I didn't manage to put a joke on anyone... how sad... anyways..

Ta-da my lunch- carrot egg cheong fun.. (not a good combination.. =6)

UNICORNS DON"T EXIST?????!!! ou no~ fairy tales area lies.. =(

This is Shyen Wei taking a 'Chai to' to cut the poor little strawberry cake~

I'm sorry but i laze(lazy) the whole day away..@.@ I don't like it this way but.. i just couldn't help it..
At night i went to MAC, we watch a movie call sister's keeper... it's a nice one.. i almost cried but because there was a lot of people there and i didn't wanna be seen crying i didn't .. I like to laugh at people who cry because it doesn't help me not to cry.
I watch shows and a question came up if this was the last moment you have what is the last thing you'll ever want to do... who do you wanna be with....?
Anyways.. Dad, mom, ko, jie, mel, just want you all to know that i love all of you and really do miss you all... those family shows and interviews are killing me.. I really miss the times we were together... when will be the next time we get together as a family to have a meal? =,( i really miss being together.. =,(
chaoz

Day 167- Well Done Day~ (26/2/11)

It's a well done day i would say~ Woke up, went to church for bible study.. I learn loads.. I know why Jesus sent the pigs into the water.. o.O ... haha.. it's because water in the jewish contacts means hell to them so Jesus was indicating that He has the power to sent demons back to hell ... =) while other prophets can only cast out demons.. =) interesting huh? we learn about a few more miracles that Jesus perform~ It was really cool to know that Jesus did some miracles to remind the people of the prophecies and prophets... Ou and the best thing is you know how Jesus calm the storm.. =) Wee.. so exciting.. well back there, they believe that only God can make changes in nature... and Jesus made a change, He calm the storms.. isn't that wonderful.. if we read the bible from how the people back then live and what they believe.. we really would have know what actually happen and why was Jesus saying what He said and doing what he does... I really love to learn those new knowledge.. is so cool isn't it? hahahaha.. come on people.. lets dance~
After bible study i went to get some bread for lunch and head to UNI to finish my FYP thingy.. =) I was running out of time but God was really good, the UNI suppose to be closed at 3.30pm and usually the guards are on time to close the labs... but today.. i was there till 3.45pm.. haha.. i got extended time which help me finish the bits that i needed to .. =) God is so so good..
After that went to town to do some grocery shopping , don't know what to buy for my friend so i got her a gift card.. it sounds like tak ikhlas la.. but really no idea what to get ma.. =p
came back slept and cooked a big plate of dinner which took me and hour to finish..
My Iphone had some problems with the connection and such things.. well Gos is good.. it's now working except that it could connect with i tunes that's all.. never mind le.. and yeah i'll reblog this post with picture because my internet is down and i assume that it will only come back up on monday.. so till then i need to use my phone data to go online which would slow the internet and that is also why i can't upload photos.. =p
Tomorrow is a church day.. WOO HOO!!!! God is so so good.
Dad, when we were young you always wanted us to be in University because you said you didn't have the chance, at that point of time i really thought that it was an impossible dream, but now here I am, in a University far from home. Thanks dad, for giving me the chance to enter university, thank you for providing for me, thank you for supporting me and telling me it's alright when i know my results are bad, thank you for everything.
I love you and mom very very much... Thank you for everything. =) May God bless both of you. =) chaoz
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Day 155- Fire in University! (14/2/11)

First of all,

Happy Valentine's Day to all especially to my sister! Happy Birthday! =)
Called my sister and she couldn't recognize my voice.. how sad kan? but i know la she has lots of friends.. but.. still .. haihz... =p

Was having class just now and suddenly the fire alarm ring.. i didn't know what was it.. at first i thought was someone in the class who forgot to off their phone.. mana tau i saw people packing up and moving ... and i realize was fire alarm.. after waiting in the cold +little windy carpark for quite a while.. we decided to go into another building to keep ourselves warm.. that's when we heard the news that the chemistry lab on the other far end of the building has caught fire... so class canceled.. wakakaka....
Came home watch some show that were talking about body language.. read some of it online find it very interesting... some actions that i do actually shows people that i've no interest in listening to them or showing them i'm rejecting their idea... hmmm... it's good that most people only think of those actions as natural body movement.. *at least i thought so*.. =p ... so people won't be that offended.. haha.. got to try changing my gestures... =)
Need to merge 2 abstracts and 2 introductions.. well .. you see.. my friend ask me to write both of them while he on the other hand wrote one too.. so after i show him mine.. he showed me his and because we're a team so i need to merge both of the ideas together.. =) well i need to start working on it.. starting to be sleepy now d..
anyways i'm reading a book called He choose me by max lucado.. it's a good book telling about the theeny wheeny details of the death of Christ.. which i missed out all this while.. =) cool book to read.. =)
Dad, mom, ko, jie, mel... thank you for loving me, thank you for all the things that all of you have done.. love you guys lots.. MUACKS! big kisses from me.. =*

Day 152- Chrysanthemum tea (11/2/11)

Made Chrysanthemum with wolfberry tea today.. =9
Went out early this morning,to meet lec, did laundry, cook chrysanthemum tea... was really down just now... results weren't good...

Went to church just now... was really nice... mom, smiling to God is really works... =)
Being in God's presents is really nice.. o.O Woo HooO!

Found this on net just now...should i get it... glowing bulb.. no need electricity work by solar power.. =)

♪♬ (づ✿◕ ‿◕)づ♥♥♥Ͼ(•ᴥ•)Ͽ ♪♬

It's 9-10 degrees over here.. and i don't really feel cold... now can wear a t-shirt and just a jacket and go out.. going out without thermal wear is really light... haha... like it.. =) charm d... now.. go back Penang sure sweat like mad... ou oh.. hehe.. ok la .. chaoz

Day 150- 'Birthday Day' (9/02/11)

Today is the seventh day of the Chinese New Year also called as 'Lang Jit' meaning everyone's birthday~so people usually eat "tang yuan"(glutinous rice balls) on this day.

so we had ours too.. =)

Here is us posing before we enjoy it!

It's the 150th day here, I've celebrated my Birthday, Christmas and Chinese New Year without my family. I've spend days here running away from reality, when reality still goes on, which only means that i've been more laid back. I'm fearful of what lies ahead, I know I'll somehow make it but...I really feel dumb. I know learning is not easy and i also know that learning means to do things you don't previously know how to...but i'm scared... I know I have to step forth but people around me seems to be running while the best i can do is to walk. Fear stops me from going forth and i know that satan is using this as a tool to stop me... Well here's the news devil.. get behind me.. I'm standing up and i'm standing strong because there is a pillar of strength for me to lean on, and a wings so big that would shield me like a mother hen would shield her chicks. Every failure is a opportunity for miracle and grace. God is good, and i know no matter what the outcome is God can still use me, if only i obey.

Living without hugs and kisses is hard, but i sure know that there is a comforter who is ever willing to put me into his warm and tender arms.

Dad, mom, ko, jie, mel thank you for all your love and support through all this days. I'm really thankful and bless to have all of you. May God Bless and help all of you. Love you guys lots. :) chaoz

Day 148- Tong Tong Tong Chiang~ (7/2/11)

Tong Tong Tong Chiang~Tong Tong Tong Chiang~
Hello I know everyone is in new year mood la... but update me a bit on the conditions leh... got pictures?

This is what i can find on the internet but i doubt it's in Penang also.. =(

I wanna eat this..
3 classes was canceled today so quite free... but i'm really worried about my FYP..
Missing you all here la.. so long never talk to you all d.. =(
Don't know why but i feel really tired.. chaoz

Day 145- 2nd Day of CNY (4/2/11)

Aunty Molly was busy, Annabelle in school so i went out alone.. =) as usual.. =) here's ayden as me.. =) Us outside quadrant mall

The wind was strong.. the capture of ayden's fall.. =(

They have a market.. it's been a long while since i've been in the market.. =)

This was the pig that scare me.. when i turn i suddenly saw the leg.. wah.... jump like mad.. dunno if anyone saw me not.. paiseh man.. jump because of a dead pig...*smack and shake head*

kay.. then i thought to myself.. next time i go home i need photos and they cannot be all about my toy right.. so i need to get pics myself.. but i don't think this is working well .. =p I tried to take my own pic but.. i think i failed.. =p

I walk down the port.. it's beautiful seeing hundreds of boats and yachts..really nice.. not joking.. =)

the wind was really really strong.. look at my hair.. all mess up by it.. =(

then came the smell of jasmine.. =) i just so love that smell.. sweet and lovely.

went to the waterfront museum.. didn't have time to finish seeing all the stuff but it's really cool..=)

Then we got ready for english corner.. i help decorating and help aunty molly to look after the students who were cooking.. the tissue caught fire and thank God it didn't damage anything.. =) thank God. =) here's some new year sweets.. =)

there were about 100 over people and lots of good food... this CNY is really a different one.. =) without a family but in God's family.. =) Wee!!!
The girl in front is call sunny.. =) her voice is really nice and she sang a Norwegian song.. =)

This man did his proposal in front of everybody and i got it on video.. =)
Had a really good day.. ended learning about Anabelle's interest about the Korean actors.. =)
Really getting closer to my family.. =) goal achieve..=)