Day 293- BBQ day (2/7/11)

Went to town to settle some money issues, came back load some iphone apps , and head of to the park for BBQ~ haha

this was the table of food!!! for 7 people...

This was the so call 'commitee' in front of the camera..

this is behind the scene.. don't understand why my mouth was so full.. haihz... reputation drop~

this was my job, wait for smokey stove and start making bake sweet potatos..it was really good and everyone likes it.. haha =)

this was me sleeping in the park again.. =p.. been sleeping in lots of park lately..but with this weather.. it's really lovely and nice!
we BBQ from around 2 something afternoon to around 8 something.. i left early because i wanted to watch transfomers with Shyen Wei and Pr Peter..
Me and Shyen Wei was sad during the whole movie because someone told us the ending and tell us that all transformers will die.. it wasn't so.. anyway we still enjoy the movie and the time together.. =} God has been really good=)

Day 272- Saturday~ (11/6/11)

There should be bible study today, but at 2am received a message from Pr Peter, he said that because there's only me and fiona so it'll be postpone to next week.. =p
so i got time.. i went shopping.. wanted to go over to buy my shoe.. mana tau.. habis size.. not happy so i bought 2 shirts.. =p

I bought the green one because i found that almost all my shirts is white and black .. sad colors.. not happy.. hahahaha.. the other is because.. nice la.. =)
Came back early because the person who wanted to sent the boxes to me said he may arrive after 3pm.. i waited and waited and waited.. I got dinner with shyen wei they all at 6.30pm.. i waited till around 6.45pm, called them twice.. they keep say coming.. so i asked Ai Vee to help me collect, well so off i went to dinner, the dinner was because Shyen Wei and Fiona wanted to do follow up on Maggie but they want my company so there i was.. =) can learn how to follow up.. =) so the boxes arrive safely and i had a good time.. praise the Lord.. chaoz.. =)

Day 252- Collecting Memory Day~ (22/5/11)

Was stewarding in MAC just now~ had fun greeting people in the morning, then doing the normal steward duties, somehow i just feel so alive in church, i so love church life... it's amazing..
came back rest and started revision again..

For some i don't know reasons i'm still at a close distance with my starting point... I really am trying hard... Really am.. but it's not easy, i can only recall bit and pieces, and that's not enough at all.. the only way that i can do now is to spot chapters, i know it's very risky, but that's the only i know how way~

Made this for dinner but couldn't finish it either... any one have any idea to make quick and real food... ?
My friends all decided to go to Spain.. i know it's a big decision but they have to make it by today because they say tomorrow flight ticket would go up.. it's around 80 pounds.. so i made a decision to go...
hungry now, but biscuits will hurt my ulcer.. =p.. got to go now.. chaoz

Day 245- What a wonderful day~ (15/5/11)

Woke wanted to study but remember the verse 'seek ye first the kingdom of God and all this things shall be added unto you' so .. =) i skip the morning study.. haha..

Went to church, thought that this isn't a scene always scene so decided to take a pic of it.. it's Shyen Wei on the keyboard, Pr Peter on the guitar and Fiona as the worship leader, ou did i tell you about friday night joke.. I forgot how we got into the topic of ICQ ( long ago messaging system, way before msn),
me and maggie: yeah it was there in our primary days
Pr Peter: (alarm!) Primary? wait it was there when i was in the first year of uni...
Shyen Wei: Yeah i remeber i was in high school then...
Pr Peter:(asap) How can it be.. if i was in uni then you're only one year younger than me.. so it couldn't be...(haha he really cares that he is so much older than us... =p) .. must be honest...
the conclusion was Pr Peter is 12 years older than me and i don't thinkn he likes this fact...=p

okay.. this looks abit weird but it's healty.. it's egg, onions and carrots... dont' have potatos.. =(
anyway it made a good sandwich.. =)
After food, i got to talk to my parents for a while and it was really nice.. =) i got blessing .. haha.. =)
and the best part.. 45 minutes of sleep ... my goodness in times llike this.. it's really a luxury.. =)

This is my friend who came over and study with us.. his name is callum.. he's blowing a ballon just using soap and his bear hands.. he could split them and join them any time he wants.. =) very entertaining.. =}
I couldn't finish studying all and i don't know if i'll be able to finish my exam on time as the time has been cut from 2 hours to 1.30 hrs.. so i guess i'll focus more on the 2 questions and get it done rightly.. i revised it just now and i managed to finish the last one without help and without errors.. =) praise the Lord. =) Just pray that i'll not panic tomorrow.. =)

Just came back from revision and saw this on facebook.. i relly like it.. slow motion stuff.. really cool, you all should watch it.. =)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=145621402175723

In all thank you for your prayers and i love all of you.. =) i really can't wait to be with you all once again.. =) AAAAA.. thinking of your company + all the nice food +nice place= me drooling.. =)
Okay i really got to go now, it's 3 am and i have an exam at 9.30 am.. =) remember me in your prayers.. =) chaoz

Day 231- Labour Day (1/5/11)

Church service was at 1pm today, so i woke up a little earlier than that and started studying a little..


In church I learn about baptism and dedication, well... hmm... i was baptist when i was a baby.. but some do dedication and not baptism..it really depends on which denomination you are in right? hmm.. was wondering of the difference of it.. after church they had baptism ceremony.. and i was there to watch.. well in our church we have to people by the side of the pool but noot over here.. the pastor is the only one in the pool with the on needed to be baptist.. well it was kinda different experience .. they did it indoor.. on the covered carpet.. o.O... and those that were baptist hold on to the pastors hand and down they go.. feel scary but before they went in all of them gave testimonies which are really encouraging.. =) some of them even when againts their family to stand for their decision.. =) Wow~ indeed.
came back rest for a while and then we started the night study again.. well .. it wasn't that productive in terms of books but it getting to know each other and how others think.. it really got a deal.. =p.. haha.. anyways days are drawing closer and it's getting scarier ... the scope is as wide as the ocean.. but i know with God all things are possible and with Him all things work out for good.. =) Amen.. haha.. ok .. c you tomorrow.. chaoz

Day 224- Easter sunday (24/4/11)

It's a day we celebrate Jesus' resurrection. We call it Easter. i over slept.. i woke up at 10.43am.. because i know i was going to a service at night.. i hesitated if i should go.. then i remembered need to give pr peter's condolence money.. then i said i need to go.. moreover it's easter.. i should be in church.. better late than never so i went.. =) went in around 11am.. after that i know i needed some groceries.. went to town.. all shop close.. haihz.. cause it's easter.. really.. the whole shopping center close.. all the grill doors were pull down.. meet my friends..

went for lunch.. =9
then later at night went to concert/service..

It was held in waterbridge center.. where they say my graduation place is.. it's really nice.. =)

During the concert i was like.. why am i sitting here.. i should be down there doing something right.. i'm so use to doing stuff in big occasions and now that i'm not doing anything i fell weird.. looking at those opportunities i was wondering if i have chosen the wrong church to go to.. btw this concert was held by kings church( my previous church) . While the concert was going on i was looking at all the spot lights, their equipment, video angles, slides, and stuff... haihz.. they call it 'chek yip peng' in Cantonese which means occupational disease.. =p

look how brilliant they are.. we always close all the lights and the musicians and the sound team will be like we can't see and blah blah blah.. look.. they put little lamps on their stand.. so the stage is dark but the musicians still can see.. =) good idea.

It was great.. and i think i need to add another thing to my learning list that is to learn videography and photography really well.. i wanna take course.. i really want to learn it.. i thought i lost my interest in it but when i saw the equipments and all they were doing.. my goodness i didn't know the fire in me could burn even brighter... how now.. i am so wanting my video camera now.. =p
anyways.. happy easter to all of you.. love all of you. muacks. =) chaoz

Day 223- Easter Retreat (23/4/11)

Went to church for easter retereat... =) we fast and prayed, do devotion.. sharing.. had a great time, learn that we need to be obedient to God by sharing His word, it is wrong to keep the word to ourselves, the leader of the group discussion ask us when was the last time we shared christ.. well almost everyone's answer was few days ago.. wow i did answer the same thing but i felt like wow everyone is spreading the word.. so good wan all.. but i respect the leader(hing weng) he made everyone tell like they very good but in the end the answer he gave wasn't that holy, i felt that he was very transparent to the fellowship and it was good, it's really the first time i see a leader so transparent, it's like i'm not afraid to let you all know that i'm weak and i'm still learning kinda attitude, it's a totally different approach, but to be it was cool. Learn that, a lot of time we say we want to change the world and all but we aren't really doing what we say we want to do.. we just say and let others do.. hmm.. wonder if it's only me.. anyway really did have a good time.
the night study thing was a failure, well we did study a bit .. but.. haihz.. ok got to go chaoz

Day 222- Good Friday with Good and Bad News(22/4/11)

It's good friday~I didn't on my computer till around evening time... I was studying about Toyota just now, I've left my phone skype on but i didn't pay much attention to it that is why i miss your calls. The good news is i was a steward in church just now for the AYPF fellowship, that's MAC's youth fellowship groups name.. made new friends and i was leading a group, did i do well? not sure i hope i did~ with the help of God. Here comes the bad news, during announcement it was announce that Pr. Peter's dad pass away on Wednesday night... when the news was announce i didn't know what to do, he was standing near me, but i didn't dare to even look at him.. i really didn't know how to react.. anyway.. i was leading a group to tell about Jesus predicting peter's denial, well that's what i read so it's good.. how many times did the rooster crow actually, they said twice.. but i wasn't sure so i just went along with it..

after church we went for supper, well, those that were in MAC longer than me were telling us(only 5 of us in the table) that MAC youth fellowship didn't change and that pr peter wasn't open to new ideas.. well i didn't really like that so i told that that wasn't a fact because through this planning we all agreed on what to do and it was done as we planned, well i don't know about last time, but i told them that everyone is learning and that we have to give people time.. hmm.. it was a good night.. i don't think i really lead well, but.. i hope i did right.
In times of events i really miss making props and rehearsing for drama, dance, media.. more reasons for me to go back penang aik?
tomorrow there will be an Easter retreat that starts at 11am, it's a program that starts from 11 to 4 in the afternoon, got to fast during the sessions, hmm hope i can wake up early to have my breakfast first.. =p
Love and miss you all lots.. ou ya.. as we discuss about denial of Peter, we also discuss about persecution, so.. if one day you are caught and the bandits want me to either give up you or Jesus... i'm sorry.. i'll choose Jesus, not that i don't love you all, it's just that i know we'll meet in heaven the next moment, so we make the transit together kay? =p
Love you guys lots .. muacks.. =)

Day 218- Preperation day~(18/4/11)

hehe... was preparing for the afternoon meeting.. gan cheong man.. cause it's the first time attending a meeting in MAC... haha.. part of planning group.. fu yoh~ haha.. it went well, better than i expected, praise the Lord. Lots of ideas was taken into consideration.. woo hoo!!! hehe
Spring is really nice here, just now as i was walking through the park, the wind blew and the flower petals fall.. wah i tell you .. like the stars that walk with wind man.. imagine walking through a falling petals, then walk very cooly...see the glamorous-ness? can feel not? haha
read max lucado book again.. few chapters cause wanna recall the teaching.. may lead this friday( in a small group la) obviously i can't do it on my own.. with God's help.. c'mon, nothing's that hard.. =)
Legoland rejected my application.. =( well.. it's ok.. God has his ways.. =)
tomorrow someone is coming to check the internet socket to help me find out why my internet keep failing.. =) tomorrow's gonna be a good good day~ =) chaoz

Day 217-Love (17/4/11)

Daddy and mommy I love you!
Thank you for helping God to bring me here on earth~ Thank you for all the encouragements you all give when i'm sad and discourage. Thank you for loving me so much, thank for for disciplining me. When people praise us (ko, jie & me) it really shows how well you all have taught us. Though during those discipline times it wasn't at all fun but now we know what's it for and it really shows that the results are good.. =) Thank you for the love you all give. I'm really blessed to have you all as parents.

Dad, mom, i think i've been really selfish... reflecting on my days here in Manchester is like i've not done much... I really love dancing and serving in TOP but here it's really like not much achieve.. Pr peter has given me a chance.. he ask me to help plan something that would make people remember the Easter event.. well that's a new start aren't it.. I actually thought the service that i do in church was tiring.. but i really forgot the part that it makes me really happy and have a sense of achievement.. Over here.. with the lost of the title leadership i've been living a rubbish life.. previously in TOP is like you like it or not you are a leader so there are things that you should say and do and things that are just not right to do or say, but here... who cares.. some times i get really curious when people preach and say that we shouldn't live by the law but by grace.. does that mean there shouldn't be the dos and don't s? but anyway... i know there's people around me who is watching but most of the time i'm alone, even if i want to try showing a good deed or do something nice.. there's no one.. by the time i see humans.. i get to excited and just keep talking.. i forgot i need to be quiet at times and just listen.. ( memang lack of attention) haihz..
watching lots of show to fill up the watsoever .... sometimes skipping devotion.. yet.. my heavenly father never forgets me.. He still grants me my hearts desires, and tells me He forgives. I really couldn't understand how wide or how deep is the love He has for me.. dying for someone who most of the time taking Him for granted, using Him like a genie in a bottle, yet He never fails, He never fail to love me.. dad, mom, thank you for introducing me to Him since i was young. He cared for me and discipline me. If a storm comes right now, will i stand my ground, do i know him enough to stand firm? At times when the song sings, Lord i love you or Jesus i love you, sometimes i'll keep quiet not because i don't love him but because i know i can't do it, i don't wanna lie..
It's close to Easter, Pr Peter keep preaching that God has risen.. we need not live a live of defeat.... knowing is a thing but acting on it is another.. i'll try... really need some spiritual food to pump me up.. can't keep living like that.. cause it's going to kill me..
Dad and mom, thank you for everything.... I love you all and miss you all lots... i really want to be beside you all.. dad, i miss watching movies together... mom, i just miss disturbing you just to see the smile on your face.. =p.. when i get back well go out together kay.. use the time we have to the max ( within the time limit of kong kong's food time)=) kay?
had dimsum for luch just now and spent around 15 bucks for groceries, tomorrow afternoon have to meet up with the MAC team to discuss about Good Friday service =)
I love you all lots.. chaoz

Day 215-Fun day~(15/4/11)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFoYkWulKOI&feature=player_embeddedwatch the above video.. and prepare to laugh like mad.. =)
went to church just now for friday service.. learn about buddism.. learn that there's a lot of different teachings and that there is a lot of different buddahs...


Going to warrington tomorrow for concert.. wahahahah.. yay~
talk to jie just now... had a great time.. woo hoo..
chaoz

Day 210- TIREDZZZZZZZ(10/4/11)

A new way of carrying pet i guess..
Usher for MAC english service... suppose to reach there at 10.15-10.20am... =p i woke up at 10am.. i ask God to wake me up last night.. He woke me up this morning.. i went back to sleep... luckily there was a second call.. or not.. habis.. today's message is about Nehemiah..
After church i wanted to go to UNI to finish up things la.. manatau UNI close pulak.. haihz.. pengsan betul.. then i went shopping.. i got 2 singlets.. yay~ wanted to shop longer but need to come back so that can talk to you all.. bought the stuff that FYP needed.. hard cover, cd.. but can't find transparency..
i'm so tired now.. last night i watch HOP.. then i play with my shadow before i go to bed.. by that time i think is around 3 something d.. >< so i got to go now.. anyway.. feel like buying lots of things from primark.. beach pants 6 bucks should i?

Day 209- Soft copies done (9/4/11)

IT"S DONE!!!
by 10.27pm... 90% in actual.. left with taking some pic, printing binding and copying it to a cd..i've got 3 days to do that =)
hope everything is good.. more pages is better but i've tried my best.. =)
hungry now.. it's 11.37pm now all i have for today is a heong piah, 2 puffs, some chocolates and a seaweed... that's my 3 meals... hmm.. getting a little dizzy now....
went to bible study just now, learn about Paul.. and found out that Mary give birth to Jesus at the age of 14... wow!!!
Really hungry and tired now... God is really good, he gave me the ideas to write and send people to give me some too.. haha.. today's moon is beautiful.. it's almost half now... =)
Dad, i saw a tour advertisement just now on the way back from church.. it says return ticket to new york is only 2 hundred plus... Xp.... was considering...=p
anyways i really miss being with you all.. *especially crucial times like exam and days before handing up report, because i know i'll still have nice food to eat* hahahaha...
Mom, dad, jie ko, mel, i love you! muacks.. chaoz

Day 203- Sunday (3/4/11)

Went to church this morning, a little late though.. then after church was chatting with Shyen Wei, she ask me when i was leaving, i told her around july.. she gave me a 'something's gonna happen before that' nod ... -.- dunno what's gonna happen le.. =p
After church i went to have lunch with my church members.. not bad a time i would say. .then later on came back, sleep and write report.. only up to introduction only.. jia lat man.
ok la chaoz

Day 196- 23 hours Day~ (27/3/11)

It's the 23hour day, the day we return the hour we got extra last year~
Went shopping just now,after church, didn't manage to get any attires...=(
Just got some groceries which aren't that cheap. =p
Thought about lots of things during the shopping trip. Like should i go back to Malaysia or stay.. What will I do after this, i know it's still early to think of this stuff..as in i'm still hoping my best and trusting God that i will graduate... Kinda got some answers.. =)

came back had some pizza and i made another model..

adding to my now have collection..

A photo that someone post up on facebook from yesterday's sports day.

Day 195- Sports Day (26/3/11)

This is the sport center in Manchester, it's almost 200 days i've been here but i never played a game in the Uni's sports stadium, i got a chance today.. =) so happy.

yeah this is me making faces during break time.. =)

And this is what I got~
We played lots of games today, we play with straws, spoons, newspapers, limbo and tug of war. =)
i got the above from limbo, i wasn't the best, but they gave it to me.. weird right. =)
the english is actually not the actual translation of what the chinese means.. the chinese wordings translation should be strong back king. =)
We didn't expect but we actually got first =)
I haven't played any sports since i reach Manchester, today is my first time playing. I played like 2 hours of badminton then came back and continue for another hour or more i guess.. it's so nice to sweat, though not as much as in PG but still better than nothing. =)
i should be doing some shopping but.. was too tired... don't know what will happen to my hands and legs tomorrow but it's been a long time since it has been painful so.. =) lets enjoy the process. =)
Ou yeah Aunty Molly just told me that Day light saving is over and now our time only differ 7 hours from each other. and better news.. spring has just begun~ Woo Hoo!!! I'm so loving it.. i thought i miss it but i didn't =) yay~
So happy le today~
C ya tomorrow.. =) Chaoz

Day 194-Done~ (25/3/11)

I hereby announce all my assignments are DONE! FINISH!

The wall for pasting assignments are now empty.

This are the final render pictures

and this

and last but not least. =) My mousy mouse-cheese~
Now all i left with is my FYP.
This morning my friend contacted me and said he wanted to help me finish off the rest of it. At 6pm the assignment days were finally over. Praise the Lord. Looking back,i thought those days were the toughest and during those times, i really didn't think i'll make it till now.. =) God has been really great~
Went to church for youth session just now, we learn a little bit about Hinduism. =)
I didn't go shopping, may go tomorrow.

Bought milk before coming back home. so i get to make hot choc.. =)
MAC is organizing sports day tomorrow and i'm going to join. =) so chaoz.. =)

Day 189- Salute all Japan tsunami heroes (20/3/11)

I salute all Japanese heroes that are fighting the battle now. *tapik*

to all those who are still helping to find survivors or bodies to return to their families.

and the 50 heroes who are still working or worked in the nuclear plant in Fukushima.
they are really brave and selfless, those that are in there aren't yearning to come out, they focus on one task, that is to cool the reactor. They are doing this because they want to save their nation from getting large radioactive waves that may kill them and their offspring.
It really hurts to see the death toll rising and people searching through name lists everyday to find their love ones.. death or alive.
I know that if the news of this people who aren't related to me hurt me so badly, God feels even more, and i also understand that God has a purpose for His every action.

See this flag? it's the flag of Japan. It just came through me that in this times of mourning (where people wear white to commemorate the dead), Jesus blood is still true, and He lies in the center of their mourning to give them life and hope.

Japanese are real efficient people .. the roads are almost back again. =)
Really hope that this awakening call to the world will work, because if it doesn't the next one will be even worst, not villages being swept away, but states and nations which may just vanish within an hour. Keep the people of the world in your prayers. Every life and soul is precious.

Was stewarding today in church, felt that Manchester is like 2nd Hong Kong cause there is lots of hongkie's here... Pr Karl preach about holiness, he said that we need to do it in everything that we do , from dressing to attitude.

After church went to had lunch with church members.. first time eat 'dan dan mian' that's what they call it.. it's a little spicy but ok la.. that drank soya bean...nice.. =)

Anyways, in everything God is still control and i'm really thankful that He is. God is so awesome, the mighty conqueror and deliverer. All glory and praise be to God.

Day 188- Last day so they say (19/3/11)

Went to Uni to do some work..with friends.. found out that i forgot to put the table of contents into the slides... haihz.. can't and don't really care much now... so just forget it and enjoy the rest of the day..

on my way back, walking in the park, this 2 trees were so mesmerizing.. couldn't take it.. got to stop, go near them and take pictures of them.. they are really beautiful.. =)

mom, do you remember this.. i think this looks like the trumpet flower that we used to read in the fairy tales story books.. i really reminds me of those stories.. hmm.. so nice.. =)

got to get another picture of it.. it's really nice.. we usually see it like in plastic form during chinese new year but now you can touch the real wan.. i'm so loving this tree...

People say today the moon is the closest to earth and bad things will happen.. blah blah blah and they said today is the end of the world..just now my friend was like 6 hours left.. i was like yeah.. 6 hours left to show that it's not happening today.. =)

Yeah, i'm still alive.. =)
Just now i open facebook and i got shock when i saw alvin tan got new baby.. i didn't even know the 3rd was coming, suddenly got pic pulak.. anyways.. congrats to them le.. =)
that's all for today i guess... assignment datelines are up pretty soon.. haihz.. lalalalalala
ok ... don't care about assignments.. it's movie time.. wakakakakakakka... ok la .. stewarding tomorrow in church.. so chaoz.. =)

Day 187- Church learning~ (18/3/11)

Robotic assignment due today, hand in yesterday night... don't know right or wrong.. don't care..

this is what i think...

this is reality..


this is my attitude now... zzz
don't feel like doing stuff..

Went to church for youth meeting just now.. learn about different religions.. we discuss about the term 'all religions are the same,w ,e should respect each other' we are asked if we agree on this or not.. most people disagree with it.. well i agreed.. =)
in my point of view.. all religions go to hell. Christianity is not a religion, it's a relationship.. so we are out of that context. so i agreed with the statement..
Like i wrote before, only those who believes in Jesus, believes in God, thus when all other religions don't believe in Jesus, they don't believe in God.
After the session, Me and daniel were talking to Pr peter, somehow we discuss about salvation, something like in the bible there is passages that says people call lord, lord, but God answered who are you, well Pr peter said people must really accept Jesus and not just believe, acceptance which leads to action. then we discuss about how people only come to believe God in their death bed, well the bible says those who call upon His name shall be save.. so we were discussing things like that and as usual the answer always come back as.. in the end, God is the judge... ><... anyways... learn a lot today, all glory and praise be to God. =) chaoz