Day 230- Aiks~ (30/4/11)

Woke up around 2 somehting in the afternoon .. thank God.. I haven't been sleeping for 8 hours or more... it was really satisfying.. but time consuming.. haihz.. woke up and read the bible.. i think part of the reason for my computer breakdown was because i was focusing too much on the computer and not God.. it was a fun time.. it's' my last page of daily bread.. so tomorrow.. i guess i'll use the internet's wan.. cause i don't know where to get it from.. i've search the bookstores but they haven't got it.. anyway... the point is i really had a good time with God.. learn to hunger for God more.. i got scared at the verse where it says you call the devil your father.. wah really wake up call man.. really indulging to much on the computer is really bad... making it an idol instead of a servant.. hmmm.. better listen to advice before something bad happens.. =p

Collected my computer from my friends place around 4 something.. well after all the installation it's like 8 pm... Sorry for not blogging.. for the past few days i was really tired and when i wanted to blog my com when on holiday.. so here we are back again.. haha.. ok .. have to get back to books asap now.. chaoz..

Have a wonderful day.. love you all lots

end up no mood to study~ jia lat man....

Day 229- COMPUTER CRASH!!!! (29/4/11)

Went to sleep around 6 something hoping to wake up to see the royal kiss.. hmm.. mana tau.. woke up late.. people kiss finish d i wake up.. but still got a little time still can watch the kiss in front of poeple wan.. ok lo.. then.. when i saw .. it was only crowds.. main character dunno go where.. then.. internet down.. jia lat la.. ok pick up phone wanna call the IT center.. phone down.. never mind.. when over to my friends place.. tell me kiss over d.. but still haven't finish.. ok lo.. then...

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people waiting for kiss, the fellow shut down.. never mind.. try to use tablet... tablet doesn't support video file..ok wanna use iphone.. log onto cnn.. masuk cnn mobile pulak.. mening to say cnn mobile doesn't support video... =) what a happy day.. Prince William's wedding everyone goes on holiday and this includes all my electronic stuffs.. =) cheerz !!!

I spent hours trying to fix all of it... but..the results were invain.. then i went over to my friends place... use his computer to see some of the play back moments.. at least better than nothing la..

Computer still enjoying the holiday and didn't wanna co-operate, i was at my friends place till 7pm.. then i prepared for friday youth service..

this is what i ate before leaving.. i don't remember the taste of it at all.. too rush d..
After service came back to take my stuff and key.. can you imagine.. me going out of the house without bring my keys.. my goodnesss.. thank God I have flatmates.. =) then after taking my stuff .. i headed to the library.. again..
came back early around 1 something am.. didn't like the feel of not having my com.. so i turn on my tablet.. well.. the charger has a slight problem.. but at least it can play a show for me.. i watch lilo and stitch 2... haha.. nice.. =) I so live stitch..

Went to bed around 4 something.. computer still at friends place... =p

Day 228- No end day No.3 (28/4/11)

Came back around 5 something around 6am.. man.. my time is going haywire... i really don't know how long i should sleep or when should i be awake.. haihz..


My breakfast before bed.. it was suppose to be egg sandwich.. but the hard boil egg turn out to be half boil egg so.. anyways it was mix with mayonise and i tried to put it on my bread.. =9 delicious man.. hahahahaha

Woke up and went to the post office.. so that i can buy the stamps of prince william and kate.. the post office won't be open tomorrow so.. i got to go today~the flowers along the way was beautiful.. not that obvious in this photo though.. =p

It was so hot outside.. thank God.. i have ICE-CREAM~ in the fridge.. =)
My computer is starting to get haywire.. but wasting lots and lots of hours it went okay again.. was at library discussing management to around 3 something 4am...=p

Day 227- No end day No.2 (27/4/11)

At the end the decision was to bath and do laundry.. =) slept at around 12.20 pm.. haha.. breaking the record of not sleeping for 24 hours.. =)

This is what i got for breakfast before i went to bed... hmm.. super tasty... and healthy.. =)
Rest till around 4pm then woke up, talk to parents, watch movie for a while then went to library around 10 something again.. =p chaoz..

Day 226- No end day~ (26/4/11)

It started of with bible reading... then lunch.. =p..

Carrot+Ham + egg.. carrot as fries.. delicious.. add salad sauce and it's perfect.. woo hoo!!!

after that rested and started studying, then at 8.30pm when to library to study with friends..=)
At some parts it was to noisy so i went to the quiet zone to study..

This was my place at last... books.. actually only 3 at used le.. the others no info.. we were there till around 5.30am.. after talking a little came back around 6.15am.. wanted to watch sunrise.. but it looks like the weather is not that nice today.. so no sun.. =(.. came back started finding websites on how to crack my flytouch.. but wasn't successful again.. it's 7.55am now.. what should i do?
do laundry or sleep then when i wake up later then do laundry.. hmmm.. i think i'll bath first then have a nap.. so chaoz.. =)

Day 225- FOOD!!!! (25/4/11)

Woke up 9.3- this morning so that i could go to town to get the groceries i needed.. well this is some of it~

This is for a week or two.. hmm.. (only lunch) see the carrot~ looks super fresh.. broccoli + carrot+ salad cream.. hmm.. best match.. ou and the green peas here.. super fresh not like those we have at home frozen and hard.. all this is like so fresh.. hmmm.. =)

It's maggie's birthday so we went to a shop name ZOUK an indian food shop...Best food in Manchester so far~ this photo is curry that taste like 'kaya' eat with garlic nuun ~ marvelous man... wah~ sedap... aahhh.. still loving the smell of it~ =9

After that, my friends went into a bar... they all drank beer, but not me~we had a great time.. haha.. aaahhh.. i'm so in love with food~ ok la .. haha.. chaoz

Day 224- Easter sunday (24/4/11)

It's a day we celebrate Jesus' resurrection. We call it Easter. i over slept.. i woke up at 10.43am.. because i know i was going to a service at night.. i hesitated if i should go.. then i remembered need to give pr peter's condolence money.. then i said i need to go.. moreover it's easter.. i should be in church.. better late than never so i went.. =) went in around 11am.. after that i know i needed some groceries.. went to town.. all shop close.. haihz.. cause it's easter.. really.. the whole shopping center close.. all the grill doors were pull down.. meet my friends..

went for lunch.. =9
then later at night went to concert/service..

It was held in waterbridge center.. where they say my graduation place is.. it's really nice.. =)

During the concert i was like.. why am i sitting here.. i should be down there doing something right.. i'm so use to doing stuff in big occasions and now that i'm not doing anything i fell weird.. looking at those opportunities i was wondering if i have chosen the wrong church to go to.. btw this concert was held by kings church( my previous church) . While the concert was going on i was looking at all the spot lights, their equipment, video angles, slides, and stuff... haihz.. they call it 'chek yip peng' in Cantonese which means occupational disease.. =p

look how brilliant they are.. we always close all the lights and the musicians and the sound team will be like we can't see and blah blah blah.. look.. they put little lamps on their stand.. so the stage is dark but the musicians still can see.. =) good idea.

It was great.. and i think i need to add another thing to my learning list that is to learn videography and photography really well.. i wanna take course.. i really want to learn it.. i thought i lost my interest in it but when i saw the equipments and all they were doing.. my goodness i didn't know the fire in me could burn even brighter... how now.. i am so wanting my video camera now.. =p
anyways.. happy easter to all of you.. love all of you. muacks. =) chaoz

Day 223- Easter Retreat (23/4/11)

Went to church for easter retereat... =) we fast and prayed, do devotion.. sharing.. had a great time, learn that we need to be obedient to God by sharing His word, it is wrong to keep the word to ourselves, the leader of the group discussion ask us when was the last time we shared christ.. well almost everyone's answer was few days ago.. wow i did answer the same thing but i felt like wow everyone is spreading the word.. so good wan all.. but i respect the leader(hing weng) he made everyone tell like they very good but in the end the answer he gave wasn't that holy, i felt that he was very transparent to the fellowship and it was good, it's really the first time i see a leader so transparent, it's like i'm not afraid to let you all know that i'm weak and i'm still learning kinda attitude, it's a totally different approach, but to be it was cool. Learn that, a lot of time we say we want to change the world and all but we aren't really doing what we say we want to do.. we just say and let others do.. hmm.. wonder if it's only me.. anyway really did have a good time.
the night study thing was a failure, well we did study a bit .. but.. haihz.. ok got to go chaoz

Day 222- Good Friday with Good and Bad News(22/4/11)

It's good friday~I didn't on my computer till around evening time... I was studying about Toyota just now, I've left my phone skype on but i didn't pay much attention to it that is why i miss your calls. The good news is i was a steward in church just now for the AYPF fellowship, that's MAC's youth fellowship groups name.. made new friends and i was leading a group, did i do well? not sure i hope i did~ with the help of God. Here comes the bad news, during announcement it was announce that Pr. Peter's dad pass away on Wednesday night... when the news was announce i didn't know what to do, he was standing near me, but i didn't dare to even look at him.. i really didn't know how to react.. anyway.. i was leading a group to tell about Jesus predicting peter's denial, well that's what i read so it's good.. how many times did the rooster crow actually, they said twice.. but i wasn't sure so i just went along with it..

after church we went for supper, well, those that were in MAC longer than me were telling us(only 5 of us in the table) that MAC youth fellowship didn't change and that pr peter wasn't open to new ideas.. well i didn't really like that so i told that that wasn't a fact because through this planning we all agreed on what to do and it was done as we planned, well i don't know about last time, but i told them that everyone is learning and that we have to give people time.. hmm.. it was a good night.. i don't think i really lead well, but.. i hope i did right.
In times of events i really miss making props and rehearsing for drama, dance, media.. more reasons for me to go back penang aik?
tomorrow there will be an Easter retreat that starts at 11am, it's a program that starts from 11 to 4 in the afternoon, got to fast during the sessions, hmm hope i can wake up early to have my breakfast first.. =p
Love and miss you all lots.. ou ya.. as we discuss about denial of Peter, we also discuss about persecution, so.. if one day you are caught and the bandits want me to either give up you or Jesus... i'm sorry.. i'll choose Jesus, not that i don't love you all, it's just that i know we'll meet in heaven the next moment, so we make the transit together kay? =p
Love you guys lots .. muacks.. =)

Day 221- Bible Day~ (21/4/11)

Was reading my bible today, preparing for tomorrow nights stuff... read matt and mark learn that jesus eat the passover meal a day before the passover so that on passover day itself, He died when the lamb was normally killed, another thing i found was that when Jesus was arrested, there was a man that ran naked.. hahaha...=p.. one thing i read in the comment book it says that Jesus has only the expression of love for the traitor ... this really hit me.. it's like someone betrayed you and your love just covers it all.. wow... fantastic... i can't do that.. now.. well if i was killed by someone.. i do hope you all forgive the killer and try to love him.. but if it is me who needs to do that.. hmm.. got to think about that... =p
Best part.. my house mate ask me.. can you tell me about Easter story.. wah.. morning read at night tell.. fuyoh..shiok man.. hope i didn't say the wrong thing.. =p.. anyways i lend her my bible d.. =)

this is what i saw on the internet.. it is said that this is to lower the speed of cars.. but to me .. this is the cause of accidents man..
dad i still don't understand your email .. sorry...
love and miss you all lots.. got to go.. chaoz

Day 220 - Ou No~(20/4/11)

Ho ho ho... was playing with my flytouch... wanted to upgrade it mana tau the thing crash .. keep staying on this screen can't on.. Fuyoh~ shiver man.. so fast RIP... thank God i still have my notebook and thank God there's google.. haha.. question answered.. my flytouch was revived.. but now got to reload everything.. haihz..

cool down bro.. =)
haha.. saw this and found it really interesting.. =)
okies.. chaoz

Day 219- Ho HO ho~ (19/4/11)

Woke up early this morning and waited for the "internet people"... they came and check and everything was okay.=)

Look~what i had for breakfast... =9.. Char Siu Pau with eggs.. got a bit of penang morning breakfast taste.. hahahahhaaha weee!!!
It's Xin Ye's birthday.. it totally slip out of my mind until i saw the notification from Facebook.. =p
Anyway.. thank God that i remembered to wish.. =)
Ok now to the most interesting part of the day~


Cheng Cheng Cheng.. A parcel... * flying sky high*

Peek-a-boo look who's in there..

Chak it's me .. Flytouch going on Android.. Wahahahhahahahahhahahaha
At last.. it reached me.. wakakkakakakkakakkakaa

3 different devices... going on 3 different operating systems (Windows, Apple and Android)!!!! Woo Hoo~ dance with me, dance with me~ haha.. siao liao..

My foot is a prove that it's with me and it's mine! hahaha..
Though trying to really update the firmware is a failure but it's still nice.. =)
It was 19 degrees today i was wearing sleeveless and a batik short pants (self altered) .. wasn't cold at all.. on fan also no use.. starting to get warm here.. ><
Everything is gonna be alright~ =) cheers.. love you all lots.. chaoz

Day 218- Preperation day~(18/4/11)

hehe... was preparing for the afternoon meeting.. gan cheong man.. cause it's the first time attending a meeting in MAC... haha.. part of planning group.. fu yoh~ haha.. it went well, better than i expected, praise the Lord. Lots of ideas was taken into consideration.. woo hoo!!! hehe
Spring is really nice here, just now as i was walking through the park, the wind blew and the flower petals fall.. wah i tell you .. like the stars that walk with wind man.. imagine walking through a falling petals, then walk very cooly...see the glamorous-ness? can feel not? haha
read max lucado book again.. few chapters cause wanna recall the teaching.. may lead this friday( in a small group la) obviously i can't do it on my own.. with God's help.. c'mon, nothing's that hard.. =)
Legoland rejected my application.. =( well.. it's ok.. God has his ways.. =)
tomorrow someone is coming to check the internet socket to help me find out why my internet keep failing.. =) tomorrow's gonna be a good good day~ =) chaoz

Day 217-Love (17/4/11)

Daddy and mommy I love you!
Thank you for helping God to bring me here on earth~ Thank you for all the encouragements you all give when i'm sad and discourage. Thank you for loving me so much, thank for for disciplining me. When people praise us (ko, jie & me) it really shows how well you all have taught us. Though during those discipline times it wasn't at all fun but now we know what's it for and it really shows that the results are good.. =) Thank you for the love you all give. I'm really blessed to have you all as parents.

Dad, mom, i think i've been really selfish... reflecting on my days here in Manchester is like i've not done much... I really love dancing and serving in TOP but here it's really like not much achieve.. Pr peter has given me a chance.. he ask me to help plan something that would make people remember the Easter event.. well that's a new start aren't it.. I actually thought the service that i do in church was tiring.. but i really forgot the part that it makes me really happy and have a sense of achievement.. Over here.. with the lost of the title leadership i've been living a rubbish life.. previously in TOP is like you like it or not you are a leader so there are things that you should say and do and things that are just not right to do or say, but here... who cares.. some times i get really curious when people preach and say that we shouldn't live by the law but by grace.. does that mean there shouldn't be the dos and don't s? but anyway... i know there's people around me who is watching but most of the time i'm alone, even if i want to try showing a good deed or do something nice.. there's no one.. by the time i see humans.. i get to excited and just keep talking.. i forgot i need to be quiet at times and just listen.. ( memang lack of attention) haihz..
watching lots of show to fill up the watsoever .... sometimes skipping devotion.. yet.. my heavenly father never forgets me.. He still grants me my hearts desires, and tells me He forgives. I really couldn't understand how wide or how deep is the love He has for me.. dying for someone who most of the time taking Him for granted, using Him like a genie in a bottle, yet He never fails, He never fail to love me.. dad, mom, thank you for introducing me to Him since i was young. He cared for me and discipline me. If a storm comes right now, will i stand my ground, do i know him enough to stand firm? At times when the song sings, Lord i love you or Jesus i love you, sometimes i'll keep quiet not because i don't love him but because i know i can't do it, i don't wanna lie..
It's close to Easter, Pr Peter keep preaching that God has risen.. we need not live a live of defeat.... knowing is a thing but acting on it is another.. i'll try... really need some spiritual food to pump me up.. can't keep living like that.. cause it's going to kill me..
Dad and mom, thank you for everything.... I love you all and miss you all lots... i really want to be beside you all.. dad, i miss watching movies together... mom, i just miss disturbing you just to see the smile on your face.. =p.. when i get back well go out together kay.. use the time we have to the max ( within the time limit of kong kong's food time)=) kay?
had dimsum for luch just now and spent around 15 bucks for groceries, tomorrow afternoon have to meet up with the MAC team to discuss about Good Friday service =)
I love you all lots.. chaoz

Day 216- 911 concert (16/4/11)

I forgot to say yesterday.. i was woken by a news i heard.. Esther Ban is getting married.. Hu ha~ what??? hehe...
WARRINGTON TRIP~

was on the streets of warrington.. this thing you see here is a memorial for the kids who was killed by terrorist innocently...

The flowers are really beautiful~spring is really nice~

Posing as usual with the white big building.. =)

Ou yeah~ we need to jump to make the trip a whole one..=)

there was a long queue before we get to enter.. only a few asians..

really tired... while waiting..

Yeah~ i've reach the door..


the boys/man...



And yeah still them.. 911..

need to wait for train so walk through the streets and found this.. nice.. =)

Yeah ready to go home.. =) chaoz..

Day 215-Fun day~(15/4/11)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFoYkWulKOI&feature=player_embeddedwatch the above video.. and prepare to laugh like mad.. =)
went to church just now for friday service.. learn about buddism.. learn that there's a lot of different teachings and that there is a lot of different buddahs...


Going to warrington tomorrow for concert.. wahahahah.. yay~
talk to jie just now... had a great time.. woo hoo..
chaoz