The fear tap WAS opened...
When to church this morning, came back rest and continued my assignment.. after i thought i finish... I tried hard to understand what the whole report was about but i just couldn't grasp the idea of it, so i chat with my friend around 5 something.. to find out that I've done my report wrongly... No kidding, the tap of fear just burst! *BAM* The feeling was like the day before SPM where the fear just grips you so tight that you wanna shout but just couldn't wanna, cry but can't knowing that you need to carry on... I prayed, and i sent my report to my friend and ask him to help, thank God, my friend really did help me. By around 11pm the report was done, tomorrow we are going to have quiz about the assignment... bad ... I don't know how.
Truly God is so real, when you call He hears.
I was really fearful, i wanted a 5 minute rest but my mind just wouldn't let me. I really don't know how i will pass this subject, it's not that i've not tried, i've tried but there's just no understanding of it.. and i really don't know how, i don't understand my lecturer's explanation nor do i understand my friends explanation, I don't wanna worry you all but i really don't know how to go on. It's really hard... =,(
It's like my friend really knows a lot but to explain to me is like you have to go back to basic and tell me how things are link which is not a easy task... *
Everything seems so impossible,but one thing i know, God is here and He'll never let go of me. With this I know deeply that i can carry on.
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