Day 248- Robotic examination day~ (18/5/11)

Slept at around 5am this morning, woke up at 10 something, thank God that i've already done most of the revision, so reading over it and trying things again was easy, after revising, fear came into me, fear of failure, it made me really anxious that i couldn't even finish my lunch, it was bad. But thank God, He was with me, and He reminded me that it was the spirit of fear that is paralyzing me and defeating me, immediately i came to my senses and start rebuking it, holding on to God's promise that the train of His robe fills the temple and that He has won the victors crown, and i needn't need to fear, He has made me the head and not the tail the first and not the last~! Amen.
After that i was calm, still a having a little excitement in me, but it was good, prepared myself and went down, i didn't bring my phone so i ask God to help me meet one of the boys so that i know how to go into which examination hall, sure enough, just as i walk to the center court, Ben walk out of his gate, i started smiling and praising God. ;)
Sat in the examination hall, just to find that Tai ko was seated next to me, jia lat man, i was a little panic cause the last time i sat in the center of hiim and ben i could focus on my exam and almost fail my paper, but that fear didn't take over me, i quickly calm myself back down, so it's alright, =)
the examination started with 5 minutes of reading time, well i read it in 2 minutes then i close my paper and waited for instuctions to write, meanwhile, tai ko who is seated next to me started highlighting the question paper like nothing.. i was like.. hmm?? what for.. =p
then my lecturer walk in, wah, i tell you.. handsome wan.. ang mo, then i realise hey i'm seated in an examination hall seated with most of the british people and the examinors are mostly ang mo also.. wah.. felt so great.. =p
Anyway back to the exam, well i went through and this time i don't know why but i started writing answers on my question paper, well i don't usually do that here because they don't have that much time for you, but i was quite relax so i did it, i finish most of the calculation in like 15 minutes but including the written part i used 1 hour to finihs the second part, the first part where i got to write about my presentation was really random, i just put down what ever came to my mind at that point of time, didn't read it again but i think it's alright because for 25 marks i wrote 2 and a half pages, if that's not enough.. haha.. i don't have any idea anymore.
After the exam i went to the lab to check my simulation once again because tomorrow at 12pm i'm gonna meet my examinator for my viva session, =) .
Came back receive skype from parents, it's really a comfort and joy to hear from you all.
At night me and tai ko was discussing about the afternoon exam, well he thought i looked at his answers during the exam, but obviously i didn't because i was really busy doing my own and my eyes can't even leave my own paper, the best part of my examination was when i finish writing and wanted to check back my answer i lift up my arms and started fliping page, this is when my hand touch the spot where my arm was and it was really hot.. that shows how much POWER i put in writting... haha.. =)

Still recovering from the exam and haven't continue studying for my next exam..=p
God is really great isn't He? He is always there, even if at times we don't really come close to Him, and sometimes even only at times where we really need Him, but He still receive us with open arms, telling us, it's alright, I'm here, don't be afraid, i'll go before you and will be with you.
Before going in the examination hall i was in the toilet when a reminder came to me, that God goes before me and He's already in the examination hall waiting, that i have nothing to worry about. So, if my God is for me who can stand againts me... =)
Thank you for all your prayers, God has been really good, may God bless you all too, love you all lots, chaoz